360 Days of Gratitude (Day 43) An Epiphany!!! Eureka!!!

 

The Rose

As I go through my life and in writing this blog, I am finding out my own truths and looking for purpose. 

I have the intention of growing and being the best me I can.  I have found that the lessons I am teaching to you ARE actually for me.  As I allow Spirit guide me on this quest for knowledge I am finding out who I am and who I am to be.

Sometimes this can be painstaking as I am looking for direction.  Ego stands in the way of progress sometimes and tells me things that I now know aren’t exactly my truths…but I would believe them anyway, because sometimes they seem to be the easy way out.

I would compare myself to others and measure my success against others.  My negative mind talk always is in charge of these moments and I have them just like everyone else.  Fear always love raising it’s nasty head when it gets a chance.  But I have to stop that right now.  Am I always going to be successful in this task.  Probably not!  But those are my times of reflection I guess.  I can’t change my past, but I can change my the way I view it in the rear view mirror.

I haven’t always been the way I am today.  I have lived a life of pain and suffering as we all do.  It is no longer my intention to live there anymore.  I am grateful to be where I am right here and now.  These are my lessons that have brought me to this moment and I wouldn’t change a thing.

I am grateful that I am a recovering alcoholic, it has shown me the light of spirit that I would have never known.  It has taught me how to heal and love myself.

I am grateful for experiencing the life on the street.  It has shown me how to survive and be the strong woman I am today.

I am grateful for the lessons of being a single mom and choosing a man that had nothing to do with our daughter.  He showed me how to give more than I knew I had in the form of unconditional love.  My daughter is and always will be the best thing that has ever happened in my life.

I am grateful that I was homeless…twice. It has shown me that I am loved and that I can always start again.  Tomorrow is a brand new day full of possibilities.

I am grateful to have lost in love more times than I can count…it has shown me that my heart is still to this day open and ready to love again!

I love my life!  It has shown me the best and the worst that life has to offer and FYI  I survived it all! I SURVIVED!

THESE ARE ALL MY SUCCESSES

I wouldn’t change a single one of them.  They led me to who and where I am today and I am grateful for each and everyone of them!

Today during my morning meditations I heard Deepak say, “Success isn’t a destination, it is a journey”.  Hell yeah it is!!!!  I succeeded every single time!  I am the most amazing woman to have survived and I am so incredibly grateful for the unfolding.  I am rich beyond measure!!!!

So today as I float through my day of ecstasy, I relish this moment.  It will never be the same again.  I  love the ebb and flow of life and all Her treasures.  I hope that you find your flow today!!!  Thanks for taking this journey with me!!!  I love you guys so much!!!!  My heart overflows with the love you have always shown me and I am the most successful person I know!!!!

Remember that today is going to be the best day ever!!!!

Thank you!  Thank YOU!! THANK YOU!!!

Madly, Passionately In Love With YOU ALL,

Skyridr