As I go through my life and in writing this blog, I am finding out my own truths and looking for purpose.
I have the intention of growing and being the best me I can. I have found that the lessons I am teaching to you ARE actually for me. As I allow Spirit guide me on this quest for knowledge I am finding out who I am and who I am to be.
Sometimes this can be painstaking as I am looking for direction. Ego stands in the way of progress sometimes and tells me things that I now know aren’t exactly my truths…but I would believe them anyway, because sometimes they seem to be the easy way out.
I would compare myself to others and measure my success against others. My negative mind talk always is in charge of these moments and I have them just like everyone else. Fear always love raising it’s nasty head when it gets a chance. But I have to stop that right now. Am I always going to be successful in this task. Probably not! But those are my times of reflection I guess. I can’t change my past, but I can change my the way I view it in the rear view mirror.
I haven’t always been the way I am today. I have lived a life of pain and suffering as we all do. It is no longer my intention to live there anymore. I am grateful to be where I am right here and now. These are my lessons that have brought me to this moment and I wouldn’t change a thing.
I am grateful that I am a recovering alcoholic, it has shown me the light of spirit that I would have never known. It has taught me how to heal and love myself.
I am grateful for experiencing the life on the street. It has shown me how to survive and be the strong woman I am today.
I am grateful for the lessons of being a single mom and choosing a man that had nothing to do with our daughter. He showed me how to give more than I knew I had in the form of unconditional love. My daughter is and always will be the best thing that has ever happened in my life.
I am grateful that I was homeless…twice. It has shown me that I am loved and that I can always start again. Tomorrow is a brand new day full of possibilities.
I am grateful to have lost in love more times than I can count…it has shown me that my heart is still to this day open and ready to love again!
I love my life! It has shown me the best and the worst that life has to offer and FYI I survived it all! I SURVIVED!
THESE ARE ALL MY SUCCESSES
I wouldn’t change a single one of them. They led me to who and where I am today and I am grateful for each and everyone of them!
Today during my morning meditations I heard Deepak say, “Success isn’t a destination, it is a journey”. Hell yeah it is!!!! I succeeded every single time! I am the most amazing woman to have survived and I am so incredibly grateful for the unfolding. I am rich beyond measure!!!!
So today as I float through my day of ecstasy, I relish this moment. It will never be the same again. I love the ebb and flow of life and all Her treasures. I hope that you find your flow today!!! Thanks for taking this journey with me!!! I love you guys so much!!!! My heart overflows with the love you have always shown me and I am the most successful person I know!!!!
Remember that today is going to be the best day ever!!!!
Thank you! Thank YOU!! THANK YOU!!!
Madly, Passionately In Love With YOU ALL,