360 Days of Gratitude (Day 43) An Epiphany!!! Eureka!!!

 

The Rose

As I go through my life and in writing this blog, I am finding out my own truths and looking for purpose. 

I have the intention of growing and being the best me I can.  I have found that the lessons I am teaching to you ARE actually for me.  As I allow Spirit guide me on this quest for knowledge I am finding out who I am and who I am to be.

Sometimes this can be painstaking as I am looking for direction.  Ego stands in the way of progress sometimes and tells me things that I now know aren’t exactly my truths…but I would believe them anyway, because sometimes they seem to be the easy way out.

I would compare myself to others and measure my success against others.  My negative mind talk always is in charge of these moments and I have them just like everyone else.  Fear always love raising it’s nasty head when it gets a chance.  But I have to stop that right now.  Am I always going to be successful in this task.  Probably not!  But those are my times of reflection I guess.  I can’t change my past, but I can change my the way I view it in the rear view mirror.

I haven’t always been the way I am today.  I have lived a life of pain and suffering as we all do.  It is no longer my intention to live there anymore.  I am grateful to be where I am right here and now.  These are my lessons that have brought me to this moment and I wouldn’t change a thing.

I am grateful that I am a recovering alcoholic, it has shown me the light of spirit that I would have never known.  It has taught me how to heal and love myself.

I am grateful for experiencing the life on the street.  It has shown me how to survive and be the strong woman I am today.

I am grateful for the lessons of being a single mom and choosing a man that had nothing to do with our daughter.  He showed me how to give more than I knew I had in the form of unconditional love.  My daughter is and always will be the best thing that has ever happened in my life.

I am grateful that I was homeless…twice. It has shown me that I am loved and that I can always start again.  Tomorrow is a brand new day full of possibilities.

I am grateful to have lost in love more times than I can count…it has shown me that my heart is still to this day open and ready to love again!

I love my life!  It has shown me the best and the worst that life has to offer and FYI  I survived it all! I SURVIVED!

THESE ARE ALL MY SUCCESSES

I wouldn’t change a single one of them.  They led me to who and where I am today and I am grateful for each and everyone of them!

Today during my morning meditations I heard Deepak say, “Success isn’t a destination, it is a journey”.  Hell yeah it is!!!!  I succeeded every single time!  I am the most amazing woman to have survived and I am so incredibly grateful for the unfolding.  I am rich beyond measure!!!!

So today as I float through my day of ecstasy, I relish this moment.  It will never be the same again.  I  love the ebb and flow of life and all Her treasures.  I hope that you find your flow today!!!  Thanks for taking this journey with me!!!  I love you guys so much!!!!  My heart overflows with the love you have always shown me and I am the most successful person I know!!!!

Remember that today is going to be the best day ever!!!!

Thank you!  Thank YOU!! THANK YOU!!!

Madly, Passionately In Love With YOU ALL,

Skyridr

One thought on “360 Days of Gratitude (Day 43) An Epiphany!!! Eureka!!!

  1. Anonymous April 7, 2015 / 11:51 AM

    I love your blog , and I think your a great woman xx

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