Today I feel as if I was led to this moment of decision. I truly want to create more of my artistic truth again. I painted this painting for my daughter and after giving it to her, I posted it on Facebook. I knew that I loved it and knew that she would as well, but the overwhelming response from the group was more than I had ever dreamed.
When I showed this painting (in person) to my friends and family their response was luke warm. It was a bit disheartening and it really made me doubt my own vision. But I had to remember my lessons and remember that I am a powerful child of the Great I Am. They are not me. They do not see as I do…and that’s ok! It is my vision…not theirs.
I have always dreamed that I am someone special…and I am!
I have wavered from my truth in the fear of not enough for too long! The fear of not having enough to survive! This world is both magnificent and scary at the same time. But if I stay true to who I am and what I choose to be then love (LIGHT) will enter in again. What is that poem from Marianne Williamson…
…“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
It has always been my dream of creating a magical space of love and light. It has always been my dream to release not only my demons but the demons of others and to shine brilliantly.
My dream is to travel the world and inspire others to do the same. I always, always, always want to create happiness and hope…and make awesome money doing it!
The Universe in His infinite wisdom has been sharing many messages to me. To Trust!!!! I wouldn’t be given the Vision, if I wasn’t given the provision.
So although, I’m still doing my 9-5 (in this moment)…I am ready to go forward. Blaze a new trail!